Survival mode. Best mode.

There was a time

There was a time, dark and divine,
Exciting and new, shameful untrue
Free to explore we had it all.
Towering trust, insatiable lust


Someone Right For Me,

will change me,

rearrange my head to be,

Just right for you and me,

Don’t laugh, please listen.

-Shady XV

The End.

Everything that has a beginning has an end.

No, not you.

What are we saying?

Do you know what I'm saying?
I DO know what you're saying.
But, this is what I'm saying.


nigga you aint gotta hate yourself/ pain yourself/
your heart's a diamond in the sea, don't break your shell/
gotta help yourself, you fell down it hurt/
you only know your worth, when you get out the dirt/
time to smell your teen spirit, just like kurt...

A great hope.

A great hope has crossed the earth

A great hope has crossed my fear

12 to 33.

And still the same. Nothing changed.


Please be well.


"Words are words, a layer of abstraction on top of our true intentions" -@joulee

This Too Shall Pass

Attar records the fable of a powerful king who asks assembled wise men to create a ring that will make him happy when he is sad, and vice versa. After deliberation the sages hand him a simple ring with the words "This too will pass" etched on it, which has the desired effect.


I thought of something to post here, today. But I forgot what it was.


Master, Master, where's the dreams that I've been after? Master, Master, you promised only lies


Why laugh.


There has to be more.... I think


And if you were wondering...
There is nothing here about you.


Where should I take this pain of mine?

I run,
but it stays right by my side.


Nobody put's baby in the corner I'm only trying to warn ya Cus that baby get's mad And get's to throwing a tantrum He'll fucking flip on ya


All is wild,
All is silent

That one single thread...

is also broken.

19 Years Old by *Rifle1980

I was just nineteen years old
When I cut myself in two
The boy I wanted them to see
And the boy they never knew

Hid my hollow bones away
I've been hiding ever since
Yes, you may see the odd smile
But only ever a glimpse

But my heart was never broken
It was born in several pieces
And with every passing year
The size of the segments decreases

I was just nineteen years old
When I died for the first time
I did not cope so well
With leaving my childhood behind

I didn't want to face up
To these wretched bent back blues
But will I give in to the struggle?
No, with respect I refuse

See my grandfather gave me
The stubborn heart of an ox
I will die before I collapse
A coward I am not

19 Years Oldby *Rifle1980


"lol" with a straight face.

Short story

He toyed with their emotions, seeing if he could make them feel something. He lived through them now. His own heart closed a long time ago.

Very Short Story (@VeryShortStory)

On lying

A circle never lies...
Why would a circle ever lie?

It's nothing at all

Open up, begin again

Let's go down the waterfall

Think about the good times

And never look back

Never look back

Open up, let me in

Let's go down the waterfall

Have ourselves a good time

It's nothing at all

Nothing at all

Nothing at all



p>The Pixel Painter from <a href="http://vimeo...

Do they know?

Also, why weren't you here?

Do I wanna know?

Let's talk about someone else.



Someone once told me that I'll grow up to be a great man.

I don't want to be a great man. I wanna be a man.

Toy-like people make me boy-like



That innocent look with a white cylinder...

Next few seconds

X (smiling): So... Do you study? What do you study?

Me: oh.. actually... I'm a legit computer engineer now... (faking a smile) I work...

X: Oh, that's so cool. YOU CAN HELP ME!!! I wanted to buy a new laptop...


12 is an extremely big number.

You're not safe

A white page. With black text and red hyperlinks. Can I call that simple?

We're not safe, even in here.


I've betrayed myself. Is there ANY thing worse?


Someone asked me why I don't put a timestamp on the posts here...

When I look back at old posts It's not the time that matters. It's the feeling.

Fill in the fucking blanks

I could write a whole book. With chapters and a table of content too. But when should I get started?


In an attempt to make my life even more boring, I'll be collecting useless data for a specific topic throughout the week. For example I'll keep count of how many cars don't use their turn signals when changing lanes or turning into a street...


ice cold. they deserve it.


You are way too nice to be on this dirty planet.


Your testing style determines your coding style.

Up is the new Down

And vice versa. Really.

I am Gootik

Sasan! Sasan?

He can't not be OK.

There are only THREE possibilities! always.

So many things to consider. Yet only -3- outcomes.

1 Simple Task 10 Files

This is why OO design is NOT ALWAYS the best choice.

space [Author: Sasan Hezarkhani]

s-p ace

A very big number!

One day in the future, we may look at this and laugh.

In a State

My mind is in a state
But all I need to do is change my pace
And I know there's fear to face
But happiness is found in its embrace
This time...
This time...
This time...
This time...

Mind F**k

... But you need to talk to us, we can't help you otherwise. Now, what's happened? Tell me everything ...


Cool Shit [Author: Rizon Parein]

WTF is this


Been a while

Time to stand up.


We are attracted to what we don't understand,
And what we don't understand fears us,
Thus we are attracted to our fears.

I'm afraid.

All we do is think.

I think you're standing
In the wake of my only
And all i do is think


I just know that if I need to do something in PHP:

ZendFramework >> CodeIgniter

But why?

More on this later.

Good night.


I finally signed up for Mint. And I really like it so far.


First draft done.

Color of the year


Challenge Accepted



Anything that can be made.... will be made.

Anything that cannot be made... will be made a little later .



You can guess person's age, with great precision, by the shape of their teeth.

True story.


I made a game called Fillr.js

Last semester, during the finals, when reading 400 pages on CPU design did not appeal to me I decided to make a game in JavaScript.

It took me 40 minutes to write this and my goal was to make the AI impossible to beat (I failed...


Personal Challenge [Update]

I hate Clojure.


Your simplicity ...

Turns me on.

Personal Challenge

From now on everything I do will done in Clojure and ClojureScript

Author: Josip Kelava

Author: Payden Cobern

How can I be lost if I've got nowhere to go?

Been afraid, Always afraid, Of the things he's feeling

Just too funny

Would you every do this? Too damn funny.

PS. I am just testing a feature which is why I bothered with this post. It truth, this post is not THAT funny and I don't really care if you do this or don't! If you get caught and expelled this is NOT my problem! Yep! Said it.

Which one




Never create Ruby strings longer than 23 characters

A very good news!

UNKLE - Lawless



The Commodore 64 Is 30 Years Old

The very first computer that I touched is 30 years old this week :).